This weekend the day after intercourse, as my gyno's nurse would put it, I started spotting again. To recap, at the end of August after a completely natural miscarriage I went completely back to normal. But a couple of weeks later I spotted very lightly for two weeks. I did not stop spotting until a day I had off work and just lounged around. So, today I took a half day off work and am considering not going tomorrow as well. I want it to stop before it continues for another two weeks. It's not much at all but it's just annoying and it's a sign to me that something is still not right. However, I am starting to wonder if these times are just really really light periods? Can this be a period of some sort? It's not physically like a period, but maybe now that things are so different, I just have a different sort of period. I wish I knew what it was. If it doesn't stop after laying around tomorrow, I'm going to have to go back to work.
On a side note, ANOTHER person has announced on Facebook that they are pregnant. Now, I don't wish for others to suffer or anything like that but I can't help but be jealous of people who are pregnant/getting pregnant. Why not me? I am depressed right now just thinking about my situation. I wish I could go on an antidepressant sometimes, but I know that's just a fleeting thought. Also, I stopped drinking when I thought I potentially ovulated last week, but I would just loooove a glass of wine right now. I wish time would go faster and I could just be pregnant already.