I really haven't been feeling too great lately...I'm still spotting and I can't figure out how to get it to stop. I called my doctor and they say it just takes time to go back to normal. Obviously, something is wrong or else I wouldn't be randomly spotting like this. I guess there is just no good answer for the exact reason why this happens. It's just reminding me (as if I needed it) that everything is just not ok. I am really really not pregnant.
I decided I needed something else to keep me occupied, so I've decided to start exercising and eating better. I need to focus on things like that rather than sink into this deep depression because I'm no longer pregnant. I hope it helps. I started exercising today for the first time in FOREVER and I can really feel the burn! I'm hoping it releases some endorphines and I will all of a sudden be happy. I'll let you know.